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01 July 2016 @ 04:22 am
Good day~

I'm Cha. I'm from the Philippines.

N.E.E.T. for almost 7 months now XD

I've been an Arashi fan since April 2009. After being an active fangirl on June 2009, I met other JE groups and initially became a fan of them. Since then my fandom spread over the years. Fandom was a good way of escaping from the harsh reality too. Though I didn't became a fan because I wanted an outlet but because I love and enjoy Jpop. (Original Intro post here: Intro Post 1.0)

I'm not really fond of posting here only because I don't know what to post. I have a lot of ideas and rants but I prefer to let it fade in my mind.

Back to topic....It was hard to focus on my studies because I'm so immersed in the fandom. I was a university student (2009-2013) plus an active fangirl, I don't know how on earth I balanced that. 2014 came - At that time I don't know how to stop from flailing, I had to because I need to review for my lincesure examination. Somehow, 3 weeks before the exam I was able to halt my flailing. I passed~ yey! But my hiatus (not really) continued till 2015 because I landed a job. I promised when I have my job I would buy goods, lotsa goods, but my work was so stressful (field work + office papers) so I ate what's left of my salary. (I did mention hiatus, I was not. I'm still updated since I have a fangirl fb account but no more downloading + 50kbps in my work area = MURI)

Right now (2016) I find myself crawling back to fandom (with that I mean faithful downloading) I did have lots to catch up and my hdd space is not helping at all. My laptop has 500gb and I have 3 ehdd (all are 500gb) = total of 2TB -- still not enough. I have deleted some that aren't as important, still not enough /cries. I burned a lot of my files before so present me is happy to have 100gb free but I don't know when it'll last though.

Also after the almost 2 years of no proper flailing I was able to sort out what should I prioritize.

Arashi (嵐)
Hey! Say! JUMP
Fairies (フェアリーズ)

I would still follow other JE and other Jpop Artists/Groups but not dedicate myself with downloads. I'll go crazy~
Regarding Shokura, most of the Juniors I have been following left Janizu already (twitter thank you <3). Some are still in JE but hey~ they hardly appear in Shokura so what's the point. I hate how this saddens me when it's solely my decision.

I think I need to stop now and sleep.
Time Check: 4:22 AM 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Nightcore - 7 Years
15 September 2017 @ 03:33 pm

After years of searching for this movie, finally found it. Took me multiple google searches just so I can arrive at the right movie.

I have watch this when I was around 11 or 12 with my Father, I barely remember scenes on the earlier to the middle part probably because of how tragic it was for my little brain. One thing that I can clearly remember was when the main character drank water from a pail and when he was asked by the German offiial of his name, Szpilman, at that time I thought is spelled as Ssiplman (lol) and him being a musician. Just imagine how my google searches went.

I have watched it again and relieved the memories. I say this is one of my favorite movies together with Schindler's List. This kind of stories is what really captures my heart even though it breaks my heart a lot. Also, I found out that Adrien Brody, the one who played Mr. Szpilman, has the same birthday as me *O* <3
19 June 2017 @ 11:47 am
For the past eight years, all I have been doing was updating myself to anything about my favorite group or the entire Johnnys groups. To even downloading almost every movies and dramas (which I rarely finish watching, worst not even playing the said videos ever) and any variety shows they regular and guest in. Ventured in different artists and groups which in turn gave me headache with all the updates I have to keep up.

My life turned a 270 degress turn on 2014 where I have to focus myself on reviewing for my licensure examination and by 2015 my world took a sudden change again because I actually worked, in the government, for the people. Man, that was so tough I forgot about my fandom just slight. Good news I didn't renew because I keep getting sick.

Circa 2016, I finally resolved myself and got back to fandom completely. Hooray for downloading and diminishing harddrvive space. When I thought that my fandom life will never ever be broken, great news I found another life thru online gamin this 2017.

I have been playing Mobile Legends for 4 months now. I'm not entirely amazing at it but it takes all of your time. Also I've been playing Avabel, an MMORPG that use up all my time too. I'm not regretting for not able to update and download, I guess I have my priorites changed now. All those years spending my time updating to guys I will never see in person ever maybe I'm looking for a time for myself now. Where I am actually involved it in even if it's virtually being in it.

I love playing but who knows when will my hormone change and maybe I'll go back to downloading again.
03 April 2017 @ 12:32 am
  I have been lazying the past few months, thus, my journal has been slightly empty. I wanted an outlet at the very least where I can pour our my feelings. Twitter has been friendly but the character limit is hampering my ideas. Facebook is a big NO. Though I love it there, I can post my crazy antics, I can never express my feelings.

  I lost my cat. He didn't die, he just vanished by the next morning. It's been 4 nights and days, usually he'd be home in 2 days if ever he'd goes missing but this time there's no sign of him. He's my favorite cat. He's loving, needy and clingy. Mama and Papa liked him too. I never thought he'd leave me. He's only 1 year and 2 months old.

  Please come home. I miss you. Your three brothers misses you too.

  (Crying as I typed this. I wanted a longer entry but I unable to T^T)
Current Mood: worriedworried
Current Music: Scorpions - Still Loving You
12 January 2017 @ 12:17 am
Firs of all, my draft before this entry is posted is related to Fairies but I didn't finish it because I suck and I'm lazy typing. It has something to do with why I love Fairies among other girl groups. It was deleted because this Fairies-related entry broke my heart and why-i-love-fairies-entry is not my priority right now ;_;

Just as mentioned in the title, Miria is leaving Fairies and the Entertainment Industry. Welp, it was so sudden and I feel dumbfounded, on top of that I was not emotionally stable that day (January 10, 2017). I feel like Fairies is not Fairies anymore, even though Kawane left first they manage to remain stronger and better. And now Miria is leaving too to focus on her studies. It's not like I hate it I actually support her since she has found what she would love to do for her future. She has spend her entire childhood modelling and her teenage years to Fairies, so giving her all in university is something a fan should be happy about. I'm happy for her chosen path and I'm supporting it but as a fan I am sad that I can't see her anymore during Fairies' peformances. I will surely miss the Princess in the group T_T

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Have fun, Princess~
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Tough Girls - Fujita Miria
08 October 2016 @ 11:15 pm
Lately, I noticed I'm into girls lol
Of course, celebrities/singers.

Fairies is a given - I'm a big fan!

E-girls - I love their songs! I'm not entirely a fan and the only time I get to see them perform is during year-end music shows or summer festival where a generous Arashi fan would share the full show,

Then there's INNA (a romanian singer), a very sexy and beautiful person and hey, she's a philanthropist. Watching her music videos distracts me not because it's awful but rather she has a body to die for. I'm loving her more <3

Also Little Mix, strong vocals is strong vocals and that deserve an appreciation! I've been into Jpop for so long and that I'm looking for this kind of level.

That's all for tonight's update lol 
Current Mood: Excited
Current Music: INNA - Yalla
30 September 2016 @ 11:40 pm
It was utterly disappointing.

Why are you this cute? Answer me! Oh my poor heart! T_T

I have no high hopes with liveactions because it can never be compared to manga or anime but there are few that exceeds expectation. However, I'm hoping Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji  will do good / be better because it's not fantasy, no super powers -- there's no need for a lot of budget. Simply because the movie is a rom-com and mostly rely on how good the director is and the talent & charm of the casts. However, what happened in this movie is way different!
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Okay~ I'm not usually this critical with movies! Only OSTKO has made me like this! Why! Why! Why!
Current Location: Deep in Yamaken's heart
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: Bellini - Samba Do Brasil
27 September 2016 @ 10:47 pm
I found out about Kei's 'scandal' much later when it came out. I could not control my amusement.

First off, it's the usual scandal in Japan.
Second, there was no skinship shown.
Third, he must be relevant now.

Source: Arama (included the photo for memory)

I've been an Inoo bias for more than 6 years now and if I'm asked whether I'm hurt, I would proudly say NO. If any of these angry fangirls were to be in the shoes of his fans from before he graduated Architecture then they would be happy that he's getting attention now even if it's sort of a scandal.

Reading the comment section of Arama was really entertaining. Non-Inoo fans were more affected than his fans lol. And a fan wishing he'd get kicked out of Jump/Johnnys is mean and uninformed. Seemed like he/she only liked one member of the group for his face and never read anything related to Johnnys and these kind of fans, nope people, are more opiniated, thus making a fool of themselves.

If this scandal came out earlier maybe 3-5 years ago I would probably react negatively and hate Inoo or the girl. Experiences has made me mature enough to accept the things I have no control of lol.  Also, I really don't care about his (or my whole fandom) private life, he could date anyone he loves as long as the relationship is not ruining his career. I love the Inoo Kei that is an Idol and his private life is his alone.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten
05 July 2016 @ 02:53 pm
Doctor X SP


"Kojiro Himuro"Kei Inoo"is a champion figure skater taking part in an upcoming world competition. Yet, he is suffering from a complicated CTEPH (chronic thromboembolic pulmonary hypertension). Kantaro Kurosu "Takeshi Kitano is the director of the Cross Medical Center. He asks Michiko Daimon "Ryoko Yonekura" to perform surgery on Kojiro Himuro, but, right before his surgery, Michiko Daimon is deprived of “the most important weapon as a surgeon.” -- Asianwiki

I haven't watched the dramas so I'm basing this solely on the Special. And I watched it Raw.

With the thought that they are doctors, I expected them to be level-headed. I was surprised the doctors ganged up to Michiko because they can't accept that she's just a "freelance" (If I understand it correctly). I think there are more downs on the SP but maybe it's only me since I can't understand 3/4 of what they were saying.

The most exciting part is Kei's appearance.

Kei has improved since Naruyouni and Tatakau. Though I was only 3-4 episode on both dramas.
He used to squint his eyes alot before whenever he speaks his lines. He's still doing it but very minimal. He's got some emotions on his face now XD

Inoo Kei as a figure skater is something that took me by surprise. I initially thought that he was Yuzuru Hanyu XD

What A beautiful being.
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17 June 2016 @ 09:38 pm
I don't know the full title of this drama, Soshite daremo in---????????

I saw screen shots earlier and my first reaction O__O is that Kei?

I'm pretty sure this drama is not BL though. They're trying to hook the fans to actually watch the drama.

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Current Mood: flirtyflirty
Current Music: MY PLEDGE OF LOVE